So many things to learn, it's time to pick it up.

It somehow hits me that I'm literally brand-spanking new when it comes to a relationship. There's so much that I don't know but yet so interesting. There's so much things to do, so much things to say, so much thing to think about.

I always thought I was a very nice, sweet and considerate guy, NOPE. So not that person. I guess this is like a new road for me, to discover and I'm sure it's not going to be a easy walk.

You know, it is sometimes quite confusing. To know what she needs and to know what she doesn't. To know what she wants, and what she doesn't. So all these things I've to take notes and actually keep that in mind because I don't think she is the only one who is teaching me but also teaching me to be a better person and a better lover.

Recently we had our misunderstandings, and also our miscommunication. Sometimes what we say, might end up getting the wrong perception, sometimes what we do, might end up getting the wrong doings. Even so, I always will try to fix it, in the best way I could find.

Yes, I may be hot tempered and also very naggy but hey, I just want to make things right.

                                                                    I'm Soweee..

And I know I sent this to you already but I feel like I want to share it again. Dear, when you are upset.. to be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a hear, a heart that's aching to see your smile again.

There was a day when you said "that Words can only bring you to a point where actions come in to take you all the way"  and I know that you were actually saying it to me. I said before, and I'll say it again that I may not be everything that you ever wanted, but I'm always going to be more than what you deserve. I may not be the best, but I'm not like the rest. I'm unique in my own ways, you know it,dear. And I want you to know I'm still giving my best although it may not seem as how it should be.

Never judge its book by its cover. Nonetheless, my love for you never withers and it grows tremendously large as days passes. I love you and I always do, Ee Jiajing!

Almost A Month Of Happiness

Nothing is perfect, but I'm always trying to make it the best out of it.

It has been almost a month, in fact, it's just one day before tomorrow that we've been together. I have not been happier before in my life. The days seems brighter, everyday I wake up to look forward for something good to happen. I've not been an emotional guy for quite a while and it is all thanks to my beloved girlfriend, Jazel Ee Jiajing.

I've learn a lot from her and I hope she does learn something about me. Although we only have been together for just almost a month, it felt like it was a whole lifetime. Still got to get use to how things works, and hopefully it'll eventually work out. As I get to know her more, she is still amazing no matter what. We all do mistakes all the time, it's whether we want to fix it or choose to ignore.

So of late, I've been thinking of many ways to make her happy. To keep her company, to see her smile, to hear her laughter. She brings me joy and happiness, what more could I ask? I love every bit of her to bits!

Do you see why I love her so much? Hehe..

Picture shows a thousand words, video shows visual AND a thousand words. So I managed to capture some special moments with her and it is never dull. It's funny no matter how many times I watch it and never fails to put a smile on my face.

She always have these deals online where she purchases them really cheap, so she gotten me a really awesome deal at Kalamazoo! Let the video do the talking!

So there is one part of our video together. Here's another when we had our dinner together at Midvalley Chilis.

                               And there was one time, we went back to visit her parents, ( I know it seems super fast but it was just to get to know each others family better and also to find out if I got her father's approval to date her * hehehe * ), she made me egg tarts and cookies! 


                                  
And of course, a video of our day when we officially became an item.
                                             


So now readers, do you see why I'm so deeply in love with her? Picture shows a thousand words, Video shows visual AND a thousand words, my girlfriend? She showed me what love is all about. I'm not ashamed of showing my love for my girlfriend, and I'm sorry if this post offended anyone :D just to be safe. lol. Dear, don't kill me when you see this! MUAKS!  

I love you, Ee Jiajing!

And after 12am tonight, Happy 1month Anniversary! Problems, we solve it together, Happiness, we share it together, Love, we each other, Smile, we smile together. 

P.s. Dear, I know you will read this, I want to apologize for all the wrong doings I did for this past month, I will work on it to be a better person. Hope you could guide me through and we'll go through this together! Love you to bits.

3 words..

I love you. 3 simple words. 3 words that means so much. 3 words that carries a whole lot of weight. Being with her is the best feeling I ever have before. I wouldn't be silly enough to lose her. And best thing of all, she already knew. =)