So many things to learn, it's time to pick it up.

It somehow hits me that I'm literally brand-spanking new when it comes to a relationship. There's so much that I don't know but yet so interesting. There's so much things to do, so much things to say, so much thing to think about.

I always thought I was a very nice, sweet and considerate guy, NOPE. So not that person. I guess this is like a new road for me, to discover and I'm sure it's not going to be a easy walk.

You know, it is sometimes quite confusing. To know what she needs and to know what she doesn't. To know what she wants, and what she doesn't. So all these things I've to take notes and actually keep that in mind because I don't think she is the only one who is teaching me but also teaching me to be a better person and a better lover.

Recently we had our misunderstandings, and also our miscommunication. Sometimes what we say, might end up getting the wrong perception, sometimes what we do, might end up getting the wrong doings. Even so, I always will try to fix it, in the best way I could find.

Yes, I may be hot tempered and also very naggy but hey, I just want to make things right.

                                                                    I'm Soweee..

And I know I sent this to you already but I feel like I want to share it again. Dear, when you are upset.. to be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a hear, a heart that's aching to see your smile again.

There was a day when you said "that Words can only bring you to a point where actions come in to take you all the way"  and I know that you were actually saying it to me. I said before, and I'll say it again that I may not be everything that you ever wanted, but I'm always going to be more than what you deserve. I may not be the best, but I'm not like the rest. I'm unique in my own ways, you know it,dear. And I want you to know I'm still giving my best although it may not seem as how it should be.

Never judge its book by its cover. Nonetheless, my love for you never withers and it grows tremendously large as days passes. I love you and I always do, Ee Jiajing!