muah~?

aloha ppl who misses me..hahaa..its been quite some time since i last update my blog..muahaha..today is the 19th of april..for the past weeks..i went back to johor to celebrate my grandmother's bday..woah..its seriously grand..my grandmother was really happy..as it is she alreadi haf..er..certain amount of grandchildren tat pleases her..hahaha..nothing much happened lately..just as usual..dad rated num1 in nagging! lol~ but i understand he cares for me.. :P so..ive been bz going to colleges..etc etc..zzzz..putting on so much weight! argh..im gonna b some fatty bom bom.. boing boing..today..me and my dota kaki r going to play against 3 diff teams..muahaha..we're gonna thrash all of them..arggh!! single life sucks sometimes..seriously..envied those who actually haf long lasting relationships..duno how they manage to last so long..unlike me..total loser.. >.< haih..hmmm..my hair..getting bigger and bigger..PPL!! wat shud i do wif me hair? leave it? or...make a big big affro! :P well..ive got nothing much to say..as it is its like 9am in da mornin..so ill update later at night.. alious ppl..

NIVLEK!

hehe..alo ppl who actually care for me..lol..today..im alrite..i bumped into yvonne! she was going to haf brunch* izit spelled correctly? * at shogun! wah..rich girl rich girl..her mom still recognise me! not bad eh? hehe..must b my hair must b it..lol..hahaha..hmm..today wasnt tat fun..kinda boring..though i played basketball like shit..haha..but yvonne somehow brightens up mua day..hahaha..dam fun la bully her.. >: ) and yea i wont forget bout the bet u won.. >.< so let me know ya when ur free..then ill asks lern to ask amanda to go out together..we walked together..chat and hang out for a while..her sister dam tall! or its just me being short..ehhe..well ill b going to johor on this friday! to celebrate my grandma's bday! wootz..long live the queen..hehe..dad finally said i might go to tarc if i manage to get in..which i think 80% i cud..lol..jia yee..shes dam cute la..dam nice to bully her..muahaha.. im into bullying girls now.. adakah anda dibuli? sila dial 111-222-1111 untuk bantuan berikutnya..hahaha..and there's this hongkie girl..her name is..er..oh crap..i think i forgotten her name..lol..i think is kaye..hehe..shes dam nice..frenly though..and she stays nearby my hse! wootz..hehe..go stalk her..muahahha..yawn..today nothing much to talk about..but mornin sucks cos just when i woke up..dad starts to nag..lol..oh well..parents willl always b parents..hehe..well..more to come..btw..how do i get archieves? hmm.. good luck to yvonne..thx to the ppl who reads my blog..gambateh..support my blog all the way..hehe.. thx thx pplx... yvonne..thx for caring..hehe..wei lynn!! u suppose to belanja me movie..grrr..dam..im bored..!

FUCK IT MAN

this is dam fucked up man..SERIOUSLy dam fucked up..*sori to those out there..im just plain pissed*.. so dam annoyed wif my dad..dam pissed wif him..he thinks im fuckin immature..tat's wat he always say...dammit..im like applying all the collages he asked me to and im doing it..its not like im having so much free time also..somehow everytime i go out also he nags..everything i do also he nags..everything i say he nags..FCUK MAN! ..yea i know..at times i talked i know im kinda rude..but plz understand my situation ..i may seem stupid to u..lazy..but tats my past..i havent even started studying he said i haf no interest to study..i mean like..wtf..how can he simply conclude tat im a good-for-nothing guy? everyone can change..i once said it and im going to say it again..ppl changes..its not like ppl can change overnite..it takes bloody long time..so as i did some application forms online..i accidently applied diploma in technology(quantiti surveying)-campus in penang but i managed to change it to KL campus..but.. he said..he cant afford to send me there..im too immature..my thinking is like a child..so mild..he wudnt wan to spend his money on me.. etc etc..all this bullshits..i cant take it anymore! im ALREADY 18! and he treats me like a fcuking 4 years old boy..i really need him to support me at times like this and this is wat i get...im..im about to reach a dead end road..i dun care man..im going to study at TARC and tats final..im gonna proof to him tat he is totally absolutely wrong about me..tat kelvin he knows is the past..wat he havent discover was the kelvin now..argh..this is super annoying..i mean..the whole course is like max 7k! and he say tat he cant afford to send me..seriously im dam sad now..the only person who i can depend on..besides my mom..turned me down..im..just out of words..THIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR! ..God please help me as it is..life isnt the way things shud b...though i know my spm results totally suck..but i wan to improve and proof to him tat i can actually make him proud..i cant say anymore..im just too upset..my mom isnt saying anything to convince my dad bout it..somehow im like the black sheep of the family..totally left out..i really wan to prove to him tat i can do it and make my family proud..i just ned him to give me 1 more chance..the last chance..give me a chance to show u tat im a grown up..and im not immature..


p.s. sori ppl..for saying all those vulgar words..its just the anger in me.. >.< hope u guys understand..

hahaha

hmm..on popular demands..i was asked to update my blog..muahaha.. LOL..sori too perasan..hehe..today..on the 2april 2006..its a very interesting day..for the past days..ever since the last day i updated..it was also fun..eventhough its tiring..hehe..on the 1st day of april..we had this candy floss given out for free in 1u..so i was working durin tat moment till i saw someone givin out candy floss for free! yummy..its been like..quite long since i last ate one..so i went and get one..somehow..eddie the clown came and pick on me..wif my so called *unique* hair..hahaha..so the clown was "kind" enuff to make me a balloon!..just for my hair..he asked me to wear it around 1u..hahaha..and i did! :P hmm..then my another part timer was there..AJ..he went to GIANT to buy REAL cotton and he replace the candy floss with the REAL cotton! and he went to this shop ELLE to give to one of the girls workin there..hahaha..so funny..but luckily i warned her not to eat if not she might haf choked or something.. :P but its april's fool so i dun think she was mad..ehhe..YVONNNNEEE!!! U FFK ME!! how cud u..i waited for u for so long and yet no sms or call from u! im so so so disappointed wif u..so our match is postpone..hahaha..so now u owe me movie,dinner and a date >: ) and nO BUTS! blekkk..so today..im so dam freaking tired!! there was like so many customers! and i cudnt cope..luckily there's another worker there..too many customers..first time!!so stresss..ken visited me alot of times d..very nice guy who actually teman me the whole day! so me and him..we practice foosball when im having my break and then he hangs out in my shop when im workin..LOL..sound so gayness..but sori..i only like girls plx~..no freakin gays..hahaha..btw me and ken got thrashin in foosball..8-1..hahahahha..serious pro players..haf to train more! but then..no more cash!! pao ee sms me alot today..so wat to do? if she likes me..wat am i going to do? she doesnt even know how to speak simple english! argh..dunno la..im gonna get my pay soon~ yay~ .. so who's gonna teman me watch movie? >: ) hahaha... so so..i met suzanne yesterday..she's very nice gurL! very cute..looks cuddly..haha..sweet looking girl! but too bad she's going to penang to continue her studies..hahaha..this wei lynn..she tried to pull a trick on me..but it din work! so i pull my own "special" trick and i managed to trick her! but imagine wat ive said..its true..wat wud she do and wat wud she think ? total jerk? >.< hahaha.. YVONNE! im still angry wif u.. grrrr.. so remember..u owe me alot..muahahhaa..kidding kidding..im nvr angry at u.. so no worries..hmmm..oh well..ill update my blog soon again..if i haf the time..since im workin..its been very hard for me to blog cos my sis and bro wan to use at the same time so i haf hard time trying to blog.. so ppl..sori ar..plz leave some comments bout my blog..cos im having trouble trying to upgrade my blog.. :P