How Lucky Can I be?

In the past years, after my previous relationship, I've been through a lot of various "tryouts" with girls who made my life clearer than before. I came to realize that love is just not that simple. It's not just " I love you and you love me". It's more than just that.

It requires a lot of compromising. It takes two to tango, it's not easy to tango, it's not easy to be perfect, but practice makes perfect. There's so much I've learnt in this relationship with my beloved Ee JiaJing and I can't thank her enough because she make me complete. 

I lub lub you! *snuggle snuggle*

You are my magnet. My lips are always on your lips or cheeks. *ahhhhhh Piak..Stucked* :P

You always make me so cute. 

How adorable are we? Damn ADORABLE I TELL YOU!

Things have gotten much better as it is not as bad as before, we did more comprising and a lot of understanding each other. She's really an ideal girlfriend. I don't know what I can do without her. You are the pillar of my life now dear, and you make me who I am today. I'll always keep pushing myself further and with your support, I'll be heading even higher. 

Isn't she a beauty? Look at those beautiful eyes, and that gorgeous smile.

There isn't a day I can stop thinking about her, even in my sleep I see her. I think I'm crazily in love, and I can't help myself from loving her, hugging her and cuddling with her. 

And we're now 3 months and counting!

The best part was that she wrote a 100 reasons why she love me! And dear, I can give you more than just a 100 reasons, because you are my everything! 

I knew I loved you when I realized that there was no one else I would rather laugh, cry and make memories with.You’re the one reason I wake up in the morning, you’re the one reason I find a way to smile, you’re the one person that can change everything around when it is going bad. Your eyes, your smile, your everything, your laugh, your look in your eyes when you talk to me. It’s just everything about you that makes me want you even more. I love you so deeply,I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice and the way that we touch, I love your warm smile and your kind thoughtful ways and the joy that you bring to my life everyday, I love you today as I have from the start and I'll love you forever with all of my heart.

Dear, there are so many ways to say "I love you", but not enough words in the world to say how much.I never thought I would meet someone like you. Until I met your eyes, my heart jumped. 

Being in love isn't about picturing yourself with one person for the rest of your life. It is about not being able to picture yourself without that person for one day

Before I met you I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason. Some people thinks I'm crazy. Yeah, I think I am. Crazily in love. I love you! 

 

I think, I can say I'm a celebrity! Jk.

It's been a few great months and I think I'm liking it. I attended 3 huge major events and this is also because of my beautiful girlfie who managed to win/grab all these exclusive passes/tickets.

I've never really attended any of these major events before, and I never really knew how it was like. Being there for the first time and of course, with my beloved Jiajing was truly something I wouldn't forget. Moments like these are just gonna be part of my life.

So here's the first event I attended. It was Hennessy Artistry 2011 that was held at MIECC and how did I manage to get these tickets? All thanks to my girlfie and her bestie who got these tickets from a famous local blogger, Tim Chew ( I think that's how you spell his name ).

I didn't really took much pictures that night but I did manage to snap one with my girlfie before we went into the event hall.

She's really beautiful

That night, it was really happening. I met loads of my friends, high school friends, college mates, working colleagues and my boss was even there. It was free flow of VSOP for the night, so I pampered myself with a couple too many drinks and got myself a little too tipsy. Fortunately I was still sober although I have not drink for a long time. For me, it was 8/10. The performance and entertainment was great, people there too were happening. Oh, there was one funny moment. When I arrived at the entrance, the bouncer ( who was a Malay ) stopped me and so I told him that I'm looking for the entrance ( in Bahasa Melayu, of course ). He suddenly looked serious and he asked me if I was a Malay.

I knew I have this really tanned skin so I get this alot. So I spoke to my girlfie in Chinese where she was laughing her ass off when this occurred but the bouncer still insisted on me giving him my identification card. And so I did. He then apologize and allowed me to enter. Just to share with you peeps. 

2nd event, Step Inside The Johnnie Walker Black Circuit Brazil.

For this event, I won the tickets my own, and of course with the help of my great friend, Wae Lern. And so I gotten myself 4 exclusive passes to attend this event and I invited my love, her bestie and one of my close working buddies, Lim Wei Sin. 

Here are some pictures to begin with.

Picture Perfect

She's a Beauty

Nadia Heng? Who's that? I don't know either!

And so, we begun our Johnnie Walker experience with the introduction of their liquor, Black Labels, Gold Labels and some new Label which I couldn't recall. After that, we entertained ourselves with their autosnap cameras and also some weird video that has our facebook pictures in it. We also played some metal rod game which lights up if we touch it. Wei Sin and I came across this drink and it taste seriously a.w.e.s.o.m.e.

It is called, For Romeo. Suits me ;) 

After that, we went and find ourselves a table and thanks to this lady, Nadia Heng who did not make it or couldn't find her table, we vacant ourselves on her table! Each table has a bottle of Black Label and these Black Labels aren't like those we drink from the clubs. These liquor have really good grades and it tastes really different compared to those we drink from clubs. 

We drank whole night long, danced and it was fun. It was just the 4 of us but 4's a crowd isn't it? I got a little too tipsy and caused some scene. Thanks to my girlfriend who took great care of me. Or I think she did. Lol.

And finally, we attended a Guinness Launching last Tuesday on the 29th November 2011. Thanks to my girlfriend who managed to be the lucky winners, I get to enjoy my truly first fine dining!

-I am pleased to inform you that you have been chosen as one of our lucky winners to attend the launch of the Merry GUINNESS on Tuesday, 29^th November 2011 at Double Hilton! You will be among the first few people in Malaysia to attend this exclusive launch and to taste the special GUINNESS-infused Christmas dishes created by MasterChef Adam Liaw especially for our Merry GUINNESS celebrations.-

There's plenty of pictures of the food, it's all on my girlfriend's page, you can check it out at her page. http://www.facebook.com/jiajing.ee 

Most of these food have been mixed with Guinness Stout but personally, I didn't really like some of it but it was a great experience to witness a master chef at work.

She means the world to me.

 

I'm beginning to love these and I really wish to attend more. Can't wait! 

P.s. I love my girlfriend! Sorry for being all soppy but hey, it's me. 

Title of the day, Love again.

Something I would like to share with you, dear.


The struggles make you stronger, the changes make you wiser
& the happiness has a way of taking its sweet time.
Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride.

There's three little words,they were dying to tell each other.No, it wasn't 'I love you', it was 'we belong together'.








When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-if's till that they forget what-is. They spend so much time thinking, " what if i get hurt? " & " what if it doesn't work out ? " until that they stop thinking about things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room & the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are waiting to hear from. Never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love, because what if this is the person you're destined to spend the rest of your life with?

Stop thinking of what could go wrong & think of what could go right.

I love you. You annoy me as much as possible,but I want to spend every little irritating minute with you. I adore you.

There's been a lot of ups and downs, but ultimately, at the end of the day, that's what makes you who you are. We all know how to laugh, we all know how to cry, and we all know how to love. We all know heartbreak, but the world keeps on moving, and we keep moving along with it and everything we expierience makes us realize how beautiful life truly is.

It has been 2 months, you've made me feel alive.You made me feel handsome,intelligent & wanted and no matter how hard I try, I'll never be able to tell you how much that means to me. You mean the world to me, and no matter how much we argue, it'll gradually make things a little better in future, hopefully.



Love you dear, Ee Jiajing.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

How could you not love her? She's all I ever wanted.

Have you ever tried being so close to someone that you know everything about the person?
Even with bad habits and you still love the person as much?
Have you ever tried being completely yourself in front of someone you love?
Even if it means showing her all your bad habits and not worrying what she would think of you?
They say if you love someone, let her go.
If she comes back, she's yours to keep.
If she doesn't come back, she's never meant to be.
How true is that?

Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain.
I believe that jealousy and possessiveness occurs only by the act of deep love and affection which snatch ones craving heart. If you have no feelings to that person there's also no sign of insecurities or jealousy in your heart.

Something deep down pulled me towards you, all I know is that you are the one that I cant stop seeing, can't stop thinking about or always need talk to. I need you in my life.
I love my girlfriend. ♥ She's everything to me.

Love is what matters most, indeed.

Throughout so many walls of barriers, we always managed to pull through. It has only been a short while, but it felt as it has been many months.

What I'm actually talking about is that, we may have our differences, we may have thoughts of our own, we make our own decisions but what I know is that no matter how big the differences, my love for her will never wither.

I may be hot tempered, I may be rough on my words but all in all, it's for a better understanding.

No matter how hot the plate is, gradually it'll cool down. I know I've not been a great boyfriend, and I'm still trying to be one. To be honest, if you were to compare me back with the past, I'm sure you will see a pretty huge difference.

I've learnt to be patient, to think positively and also I've learnt to make things right. Well, most of the time I still get it wrong but hey, I guess we learn from our mistakes.

Shanker always says that only a positive mind shall bring you positive results, no matter what we do. It's true. I've no money, it is okay, I'll just work harder for it. I've no clothes, no worries, by working hard I earn the money and I'll get myself some. Sometimes we need to know how to be positive and bring ourselves up instead of thinking all the negativity that would pull us down.

My girlfriend is a great friend, a great lover and also a great companion. I'm very sure she's also a patient person but not most of the time. Hehe. At least she can "tahan" me, I think it's pretty good.

I'm really a noob when it comes to relationships, and seriously I am. Girls like to be pampered, sometimes I overdo it, sometimes I don't know when to do it. Girls likes guys who takes initiative to make them happy, I don't think I took much initiative to do so. Therefore I still am going to learn, all these mistakes, all these wrongdoings and make myself a better person. * After all the apple juice aloe vera and chatime, kekeke*

I'm sorry dear for all the miscommunications, all the misunderstandings and also the things I've said wrong. We need to compromise, work together as a team. Relationship is also about teamwork, as the saying goes, it takes two to tango. What I'm writing here is to share with you what we could do to improve for our future's sake.

I wouldn't be stupid enough to lose you, I wouldn't be stupid enough to make you mad. Please understand that sometimes we might have our time where things might not go our way, we just have to be flexible. Not everything goes to plan, but we can make do. Sometimes, listen to my reason for you might misunderstand what I did or say. I'm not a silly guy who chooses to anger you or make you feel disappointed.

It's all about communications and I know we might have a different level of language, gradually we'll both be better at each other's language. If worst come to worst, I guess we'll just go to sign language. Heheheh.

My dear Jiajing, this post isn't to mock you or to lecture you. It is a post whereby I choose to share with you my thoughts, not wanting you to get the wrong message that sometimes might get the wrong perspective. I want you to know that I'm still trying my very best to make things work, to be as how you want me to be and I want to be as how I want you to want me to be ( this line very tricky ).

I may be forgetful, I may not be attentive at times, do forgive me. But do know that everyone deserves respect, everyone deserves dignity. It is nice to sometimes ask someone nicely for things we want, even if we are close friends or lovers. I mean it wouldn't really hard to be nice right? I know you don't totally mean to ask me so directly ( I think you know why, :P ). Sometimes we say things that we didn't mean to, sometimes we say things that we  might get the wrong idea. Let's not jump into conclusion and take it into a discussion where we both won't build a fire between us. Silence isn't golden. Silence only creates more confusion as the other person does not get the feedback. Imagine if you ask someone, "hey, what do you think of this pie?" and the other person just keeps quiet. Rather awkward isn't it?

We voice out what we feel, it is good to be honest, to be truthful. Truth hurts, but it's better than lies that hurts.

I've always been a klutz, and you made me a better person. You gave me so much expectations, I just don't want to disappoint you. I've learnt so much from just being with you, I won't disappoint you and I can't tell you how much I love you. It's beyond words can say.

I would like to apologize for our yesterday which suppose to turn out to be a great day instead of a gloomy one. I'll try my best, and I hope you do too. And again, just a reminder that this isn't something to "shoot" you or whatsoever, but I am just merely sharing with you and the readers too.

No matter how hard we stir the water in the cup, eventually the water will be calm.
Meaning : no matter how complicated things are, no matter what obstacles we face, we can always overcome it, with our love and trust. I love you, Ee Jiajing.

Take my hand, let's tango baby. Love you.






P.s Already miss you, come back soon from Segamat. Feels weird without you by my side. Couldn't sleep without you by my side, so I'm here to blog. See, I'm using time wisely. hehehehe.

So many things to learn, it's time to pick it up.

It somehow hits me that I'm literally brand-spanking new when it comes to a relationship. There's so much that I don't know but yet so interesting. There's so much things to do, so much things to say, so much thing to think about.

I always thought I was a very nice, sweet and considerate guy, NOPE. So not that person. I guess this is like a new road for me, to discover and I'm sure it's not going to be a easy walk.

You know, it is sometimes quite confusing. To know what she needs and to know what she doesn't. To know what she wants, and what she doesn't. So all these things I've to take notes and actually keep that in mind because I don't think she is the only one who is teaching me but also teaching me to be a better person and a better lover.

Recently we had our misunderstandings, and also our miscommunication. Sometimes what we say, might end up getting the wrong perception, sometimes what we do, might end up getting the wrong doings. Even so, I always will try to fix it, in the best way I could find.

Yes, I may be hot tempered and also very naggy but hey, I just want to make things right.

                                                                    I'm Soweee..

And I know I sent this to you already but I feel like I want to share it again. Dear, when you are upset.. to be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a hear, a heart that's aching to see your smile again.

There was a day when you said "that Words can only bring you to a point where actions come in to take you all the way"  and I know that you were actually saying it to me. I said before, and I'll say it again that I may not be everything that you ever wanted, but I'm always going to be more than what you deserve. I may not be the best, but I'm not like the rest. I'm unique in my own ways, you know it,dear. And I want you to know I'm still giving my best although it may not seem as how it should be.

Never judge its book by its cover. Nonetheless, my love for you never withers and it grows tremendously large as days passes. I love you and I always do, Ee Jiajing!

Almost A Month Of Happiness

Nothing is perfect, but I'm always trying to make it the best out of it.

It has been almost a month, in fact, it's just one day before tomorrow that we've been together. I have not been happier before in my life. The days seems brighter, everyday I wake up to look forward for something good to happen. I've not been an emotional guy for quite a while and it is all thanks to my beloved girlfriend, Jazel Ee Jiajing.

I've learn a lot from her and I hope she does learn something about me. Although we only have been together for just almost a month, it felt like it was a whole lifetime. Still got to get use to how things works, and hopefully it'll eventually work out. As I get to know her more, she is still amazing no matter what. We all do mistakes all the time, it's whether we want to fix it or choose to ignore.

So of late, I've been thinking of many ways to make her happy. To keep her company, to see her smile, to hear her laughter. She brings me joy and happiness, what more could I ask? I love every bit of her to bits!

Do you see why I love her so much? Hehe..

Picture shows a thousand words, video shows visual AND a thousand words. So I managed to capture some special moments with her and it is never dull. It's funny no matter how many times I watch it and never fails to put a smile on my face.

She always have these deals online where she purchases them really cheap, so she gotten me a really awesome deal at Kalamazoo! Let the video do the talking!

So there is one part of our video together. Here's another when we had our dinner together at Midvalley Chilis.

                               And there was one time, we went back to visit her parents, ( I know it seems super fast but it was just to get to know each others family better and also to find out if I got her father's approval to date her * hehehe * ), she made me egg tarts and cookies! 


                                  
And of course, a video of our day when we officially became an item.
                                             


So now readers, do you see why I'm so deeply in love with her? Picture shows a thousand words, Video shows visual AND a thousand words, my girlfriend? She showed me what love is all about. I'm not ashamed of showing my love for my girlfriend, and I'm sorry if this post offended anyone :D just to be safe. lol. Dear, don't kill me when you see this! MUAKS!  

I love you, Ee Jiajing!

And after 12am tonight, Happy 1month Anniversary! Problems, we solve it together, Happiness, we share it together, Love, we each other, Smile, we smile together. 

P.s. Dear, I know you will read this, I want to apologize for all the wrong doings I did for this past month, I will work on it to be a better person. Hope you could guide me through and we'll go through this together! Love you to bits.