Official. Finally.

It has finally been official! It drives me nuts thinking of all those ways to make her mine, and I knew mine wasn't the bomb but I hope it really made her feel touched.

We're suppose to go to Pulau Jerejak on the 16th sept and it ended up being postpone due to unforeseen circumstances. So in fact I wanted to make plans just before that date, to figure out what is the most romantic way to ask her to be mine.

Funny thing, couple days before I asked her, we went clubbing together for the first time, and I am seriously amused! She's really hot,sexy and seductive but yet she can't drink for nuts! hahaha.. This is a picture of her before she got tipsy. Don't kill me kays love ;)

And so I forgotten to take pictures of the things I've gotten for her but I could briefly tell you what it is like, so you can picture it. It's a love heart shape box, like a chocolate box but it's really cushion-ny, inside the box I left a couple bear, one brown and one white, a box of necklace and a note specially made by me.


This is the necklace I've gotten for her. Hope she likes it.


So basically on the 13th of September, I made up my mind to ask her to be mine. It was a sudden thought and a last minute decision so while I was working, I managed to get all those stuffs in time. The reason why I picked 13th is because if you say it in cantonese, it actually means One heart. Something that both of us share.Then comes the trick.

I asked my colleague to help me find some fine dining restaurants in Tropicana City Mall while I told my love that we've a movie to catch, from FlyFm. Premier Movie, Fright Night with media coming, dress nicely I asked her. Surprisingly she didn't figure out what my motive was.

So eventually, I got home, late from work and I was rushing. She was already on the way to my house to get ready to go for the "movie" that I've asked to to watch with me. I took the note that I wanted to write a whole lot of things for her and burn the sides, making it look really special. But she arrived at my place earlier than I expected and she came up to my room while I was writing my note! I've yet to finish so I quickly told her to go back down. I could tell she wasn't happy but I didn't have any choice.

Then I quickly finish up my note and burned the corners of it. I'll post up the pictures again when I manage to get a picture of it. And silly me, I totally forgotten that the burnt smell was still in the room and i told her to come up to my room but she didn't. So I guess she must be really pissed at me so I just washed up, clean up myself and gotten ready for the "movie".

She was really cold to me throughout the whole thing, but I told myself in my head, "patiences Kelvin, she'll love it when you pop the question". Throughout the journey to Tropicana City Mall she was rather quiet but I kept apologising to her and of course, she's not the type who holds grudges. I swear I could have seen those smiles around the corner of her mouth before she turns away looking somewhere else.

I brought a bag with me, and to not make it look so suspicious, I put a list of winner list for the movie and a shirt to cover up the box. And yes, she did not suspect anything.

Then I told her that I wanted to have dinner at San Francisco SteakHouse because I was really hungry and she didn't mind.

This is the best part, I sat down with her at the corner of San Francisco SteakHouse and we ordered. Then I pretend that I had a call from my colleague saying that I forgotten the shirt. So I told her that I needed to go and pass her the shirt. She didn't look too please but she was quite the chilling girl. So I left.

I went outside not far away to arrange everything, put the shirt down the bag, bring up the box and walked back to the restaurant. I must be a really good actor because till then she still didn't expect anything and so I told her I brought the "wrong" shirt. She believed. I said I might need to go back. She believed AND frowned. "Now? she said".

I said maybe, because I brought the wrong shirt. Then I took out the heart shape box. The smile on her face, impossible to forget. Mesmerizing and to be honest, I couldn't really see her eyes. Yup guys, you must have guessed it. She smiled so widely her eyes disappeared. ROFL! lol.

I don't think she teared but I could tell she's really really happy. I never realized I could bring so much happiness to one person. And she hugged me, we kissed, had our dinner. Caught a movie, the Smurfs, and eventually went home.

What a day right? It was exciting yet loving. I love her, and I really do. I'm not stupid enough to lose her.

I'll show you guys what I wrote, when I get all those things aite.

She's mine, finally and officially. Mine and only mine. Muahaha.

Lucky me. Lucky her. We're both lucky to have each other. Love you, JiaJing. :)

She's my woman, she's my world.

It has been almost a month since we last met. Every moment spent together with her is beautiful. Her smile, her looks, her personality or so u can say literally almost everything about her. She's been very understanding, a very sexy and seductive girl too! She has a unique way of expressing her love and I can say that I am really fortunate to have her in my life. It is to be said, like the water flows into a stream, gradually becomes a river and into the sea. Things slowly grew and one of it that I'll appreciate most is our love. Tho it only has been almost a month, but to us, it seems like it has been a long while. I enjoy getting to know her more, though getting on her wrong side of the book is really scary. We all have our good and bad side, so I guess it is a really wise move not to step into the red zone. Everytime when I speak of our time together, it doesn't fail to put a smile on her face. And that is what I plan to do. Make her smile, happy within all my capabilities. Because that is what I can say the most sweetest and the most beautiful smile I ever seen. Its genuine, it's sincere. You couldn't ask for more. What's even better is till now she isn't very judgmental. She's hard working, in some ways :p and she's considerate. Though she has a few bad habits, but hey, who's perfect? :) I love her to bits and that I'm sure of.

I shall be writing more since I have quite some time during my event work as an announcer.

love, Kelv.

She + me = cute. Kawai!~

Words, small yet powerful.

There's so much thing I've said, and sometimes saying it isn't always the best thing to do. When words hit you in the face, there's nothing you can do to take it back, but to just use words to heal that wound that you left on the face.

I'm sorry, I've used my words wrongly, and I knew that it was wrong but it came out anyhow and it made me felt terrible. I didn't want anything to happen to you, so I made that statement, hoping you would understand I would do anything to protect you from any harm.

I want you to know, my true intentions is to let you know, you can count on me, no matter what the situation is, I'll always try my best. I didn't mean to bring up the wrong meaning and also to anger you. As I told you before in the past, there are things that I might do or say wrongly, I hope you forgive me because all those that happened are things we will learn and not do in near future.

Deep inside, I know you knew I cared, perhaps I showed it wrongly. And it is my fault for being so harsh in my words I used. I'm sorry.

You don't know how much it hurts me to see you like this. I'm sorry and I love you.


You made me complete. Through my heart and soul. Mistakes are done, to be forgiven and to be learned. I.love.you.