hey ppl..its been really really long since i last blog..though i noe my blog is rather dull..im too lazy to do anything bout it.. hehe.. pardon my lazyness..life goes on as days past..today its 2nov 2006..

so..alittle updates wif my life..im currently still single..been going out alot wif frens and spendin alot of time in cc..* cybercafe* but..i somehow feel some emptyness inside me..its not like im saying tat a girl wud complete my life but i guess..i ned something to spice up my life.. i've not been exercising for bout 2 months straight..i think im putting on weight like mad..i ned to exercise!!!

so its near end of d year alreadi..my bro's gonna sit for his spm im gonna wish him all d best for him!! hahaha..shit man..its gonna rain.. i ned to off d com now.. i guess ill reblog again later.. =P take care ppl

leading a odd but happy life

hi ppl..i know i haf not blog for a very very very long time cos its august alreadi!! ehhe.. 15 aug 2006.. things din turn out well between me and brenda but it took me quite some while to let things go.. studies for me..ish im slacking alot..been not myself recently..im day dreaming alot..thinkin alot bout this girl and tat..weirdo? i think i am..haha..haih..dam man..i dun wanna slack cos if i do i know im dead meat for sure..if i've got a chance to just stop form 6 and start coll..i wud just leave skool and study wat im interested at..interactive multimedia..honestly tats wat i wanna learn..hehe..

life's been stressful..parents been bugging me to do housework..alot!! hahaa..and im putting on weight like..super fast!! i cant stop eatting!! nuuu!!!.. suddenly im interested in futsal and football..seems like my frens r like more into football rather than basketball.. if u wanna noe more bout me and brenda u cud always ask me online if u do c me.. ehhe..things just din turn out the way it seems.. : x

chong xian's bday just past and everyone celebrated for him..small surprise party..hun yee was kind enuff to celebrate for him..its really sweet of her to actually gather ppl from form6 and ex-du ppl to meet up and give chong a surprise party..surprisingly i knew practically all of the du ppl except jovi..AND CHONG XIAN SPOILS THE PARTY!! PARTY POOPER!! he just comes home and say "hey where's my party?" ish ish.. PARTY POOOPER!!! hahaha.. funny guy... i din even regretted once knowing this guy..so i finally met wen ting again..tat blur blur girl..she looked so diff..hottie!~~~ woot

haha..so things still goes on for me..im still lazy and im not doing my hw..as usual..hahaa..lazy me.. >< well then back to my bed!! sleeping time.. hwahwahwa..

hey ppl!

heya ppl..its been really really long since i last updated my blog..so im gonna update it now.. =p today..19 june 2006..things haf really change ever since skool started..got a new life..new study life..new environment..new girl to pikat..loll...as times past by..things begun to change..study life..everything..i've begun to learn about ppl..my surroundings..hehe..ok..now..bout the new girl? her name is brenda..brenda sau..used to b from DU skool and currently in the same skool as me..it all started on the first day of skool 12th May 2006..i noticed her from the first day of skool..sweet smile..nice girl..seems frenly..basically i've seen her b4..but i dun know where..same age though.. : ) so i pretty much find her quite attractive,adorable and super frenly..haha..we got to know each other through eunice..weird intro though..lalala times past and we finally got to know each other much better one the last day of skool b4 the 2 weeks whols started..got her num and she got mine..sort of msged her first after skool and she responded pretty quickly..she has a very nice personality..i knew something might happen between us..bought for her tickets for the x-men movie..had alittle conflict wif the samadians..bout the tickets and etc..but anyway..brenda was muh movie date so everyone thought there was something going on between us..lol~ yup yup..crap no time for the rest..time for update tmr! ehehe..

wooooah!

so today.. 26 may 2006..skool orientation had this frenly match..futsal and captain ball..ehhe..first round we lose like 1-0..argh! but 2nd round it was like 2-0!! thanks to habib and all my other teammates! hehe..owh yea..remember me saying jason got the award mr.freshie? i also got one myself..MR. leadership..woot..not bad eh? hehe..ok ok ..back to the topic..after futsal we played captainball..honestly..my team was like..super unbalance bcos..majority of my members r like super dam dam tall! hahaha..no way they cud beat us..satchid was like..WOAH SUPER GOOD GOALIE! hahahaha..he was like the klcc tower..super tall..hahaha..dam ez to score man..thx man satchid! hahahah..after tat..bought brenda ice lemon tea.. >.<.. satchid and his fren also borrowed some money..muahhaa..im like ATM machine..money comes out..nothing comes back in..LOL! ;p anyway got back to the dewan kulia..we did the appreciation card for our..er..unknown teachers..lol..got all my new bud's number..including chongxian,satchid,kar fai, brenda, lay hwa, etc etc..hahaha..gonna play prank calls..muAHHAA.. :P well ppl..dam sien la..its super bored..but ill blog more..tc ppl

wth!

wth..i got some freaking stalker from samad skool..hahaa..fuck man...haha..so skool's fun..had our 2nd orientation..we got wet, floured and made ourselves like a fools in front of them..argh..ahhaha..but it was fun..my team..who actually got last in every game..we won 2nd! hahaha..so happy..lol..super tired after wat we've been through..jason our muscle macho won the freshie award!! *i dunno wat freshie award means* hehe..and as for me! i won mr. leadership..woot..jason our macho guy can do 50plus ONE HAND push upS!! woahhhhh~ macho macho ass man~ lol..after tat..jason,shiau,me,brian,brenda,eunice,habib, benjamin all got selected to be auctioned..hahaha..benjamin onli worth rm2.60..wahaha..habib was like 32 ringgit man..woah..as for me, i was bought for rm 30 wif jason,brian and shiau~ woot! hehehe..it was super fun today..surprisingly eugene cud cooperate so well..not bad for him! hehe..he's like anti social guy..so im proud of him today after wat we've gone through together..ehhe..brenda got floured kao kao..alll over her hair..her shirt..lol! her whole body got wet too! same goes for me, jason and shiau..hahaha..dam..the obstacles was dam hard..but the day ends in a very happy ending.. :) im glad i did join form 6.. alious

aikz!

Aloha! hahaha..blogging time again..today's the 23 may 2006..hehe..form 6 was fun..but for the past few days its been dull wif all the talks about career options n talks about skool stuffs..knowing our teachers etc etc..yawN~ ok..honestly im not trying to boast bout how great am i..etc etc..but its just tat..3 days in skool onli and the whole lower 6 knows me.. >.< !!! tats really like..dam fast..ehhe..so i got to know tat girl..her name's brenda sou..she've this nice smile..nice hair..everything also nice la..haha..bet she's also dam smart.. >.< sadly she isnt the same class as me..hahaha..been noticing tat she's been noticing me..so mighty chance for me..hehe..kidding kidding.. so life's been fun for me..tmr's doom's day..the upper 6 r going to buly uS! more stories to come..after this break~ :P

sori bout not blogging! hehe..

hey ppl..sori for not blogging for the past few days..been really bz wid stuffs and college life..etc etc..had some debate wif my parents bout going to college n form 6..haih..finally decided to go to form 6..form 6 seems alrite..less stress though..oh well..today is the 20th May 2006..nothing much happened recently..onli tat ive been exercising like mad..hehe..very tired also..form 6 started yesterday..19Th May 2006..supposingly we're asked to give our application form but noOOo..nobody do anything..lol..teachers givin lectures..omg..dam freaking boring..eyes almost drop..hehe..but suprisingly i've alreadi known about 70% of the students there..basically mostly all from du n samad..hehe..so far..no leng lui.. 0.O.. but noticed one girl..she's the best among all the girls la..confirmed..hehe..on yesterday evening..played some basketball match against some taman megah skool..o ya..i played for my juniors..from smk bu4 ..haha..we won..not bad eh? all those taman megah guys r like dam old..20++ and still lose to us..muahaha..malu betul..somemore i kena ketuk on my head dam hard..some guy elboww me when he was doing a layup..deng..now my head got bruise..pain pain! lol..hehe..i got my hair cut last week! @.@ ppl say its neater though..not so bushy.. LOL!..haih..ill blog more ya..but wont b so frequant due to parents and studies..so take care ppl out there..those who cares for me..haha..im still looking for movie dates.. >: )

: )

heyz..another update for the past 2 recent days..today is the 7th May 2006..i've met kathryn lee..its been 3 years since i last saw her..she was all alone in mCD 1u eating..haha...such coincidence..she's still all pinky..haha..hmm..on the 5th May i went for taylors shuffling competition..and woah its super fun man~ ..not bad for me as i can pick up shuffling fast..1 week to get use to the moves..haha..fun fun fun..its dam nice..chee seng brought me to taylors..though ming sun was hella of a noisy guy..haha..gary and fuk han..both learnin also..haha..bought a nice t-shirt but unfortunately i cant post it up cos i dun haf any cam..lol..chee seng brought me to Asia cafe..not bad u know the food there..hehe..but quite costly..first time there! woot..and..the most depressing news.... i cut my affro hair! omg..hahha..im near to botak d..its cooling though.. : ) so life goes on as it is college life draws nearer and now im stuck between 2 paths..form 6 and college..and all this decision is all under my father's hands..i pray tat he wud give me a chance to study at college..cant wait for their reply..irsyad left alreadi to cyberjaya..my dota kaki! argh..seems like its so dam boring without him.. *im not gay*.. well..life goes on and on..nothing much happening..nothing new..onli thing is..im learning a new skill..which is shuffling..then ill b into hip hop dancing..hehe..then etc etc..studies come first!! argh..so much to do..so little time.. yvonne..thx for reading my blog..haha..my peminat setia! hahha..li sher also..i think.. >.<

well..gtg d..updates more to ggo..take carez..and still looking for ppl to teman me watch movie! argh... ehhe..ciao ciao..

alo ppl!

pic taken during prom immortelle..ugly pic.. >.<










ah..finally get to update..haha..today is the 2nd of may..wah..its been so long since i last update..muahahha....sori ppl..was really bz for the past few weeks.. : ) life haf been quite dull lately...nothinig much happenin..so i ned to haf something to spice up my life..been thinking lately wat life actually means to me..as it is my dad alreadi said im not mature enuff..so i haf to think twice and wonder y he always says tat..work is also dam stressful lately..customers r very demanding..argh!..for the past weeks..this r the few things tat happen and might happen:

1. sister's prom "immortelle" was fun but sadly not many ppl came.
2.shuffling is getting into me.
3.getting to know more ppl? lol..(girls mostly)
4.gainin weight like hell..wtf?!
5.me and my working partner got accused for stealing money?! wtf agaiN!
6.missed almost everyone from skool..so sad..everyone's like studyin and im still sitting herel ike a bum..
7.Going to join some hip hop dancing performance..tats if my dad allows me to..eheh.. 8.kenneth's bday was really fun..i wasnt invited though..LOL
9.hair is getting bigger n bigger! no time to cut hair!..haha..super affro!
10.going to start studying soon..its either TARC or form 6! woot..

so lifes goes on for me..about girls..aih..feel like giving up..but i aint gonna b gay..im still straight as any guy cud b..lol..i feel like this time im just gonna wait for the girls to come to me..prefered girls who like me rather than going after someone who doesnt even haf the slightest feelings for u.. >.< heard jim got gangbang by some malays..he nearly kena rob..so its was really lucky for him not to lose anything but thx god nothing happened to him..jim has a gf alreadi..not bad not bad..haha..good luck to those 2 love birds..sylvia..ur fren dam hot wei..haha..LI MAE! u owe me a testi in frenster..muahaha..SHiau..my partner..hahaa..i think we're most likely to go form 6 together..hahaha..NO MORE COLL FOR ME! sobs..i think..lol..chee seng is gonna help me in my shuffling..dam he is good...hehe..SHUFFLE SHUFFLE! woot..

oh well..ppl i gtg..its 9.20am and i gtg cos ive got work at 9.30am..gonna quit soon..lazy to work d..yay..payday! who's gonna b my date this time? >: )

muah~?

aloha ppl who misses me..hahaa..its been quite some time since i last update my blog..muahaha..today is the 19th of april..for the past weeks..i went back to johor to celebrate my grandmother's bday..woah..its seriously grand..my grandmother was really happy..as it is she alreadi haf..er..certain amount of grandchildren tat pleases her..hahaha..nothing much happened lately..just as usual..dad rated num1 in nagging! lol~ but i understand he cares for me.. :P so..ive been bz going to colleges..etc etc..zzzz..putting on so much weight! argh..im gonna b some fatty bom bom.. boing boing..today..me and my dota kaki r going to play against 3 diff teams..muahaha..we're gonna thrash all of them..arggh!! single life sucks sometimes..seriously..envied those who actually haf long lasting relationships..duno how they manage to last so long..unlike me..total loser.. >.< haih..hmmm..my hair..getting bigger and bigger..PPL!! wat shud i do wif me hair? leave it? or...make a big big affro! :P well..ive got nothing much to say..as it is its like 9am in da mornin..so ill update later at night.. alious ppl..

NIVLEK!

hehe..alo ppl who actually care for me..lol..today..im alrite..i bumped into yvonne! she was going to haf brunch* izit spelled correctly? * at shogun! wah..rich girl rich girl..her mom still recognise me! not bad eh? hehe..must b my hair must b it..lol..hahaha..hmm..today wasnt tat fun..kinda boring..though i played basketball like shit..haha..but yvonne somehow brightens up mua day..hahaha..dam fun la bully her.. >: ) and yea i wont forget bout the bet u won.. >.< so let me know ya when ur free..then ill asks lern to ask amanda to go out together..we walked together..chat and hang out for a while..her sister dam tall! or its just me being short..ehhe..well ill b going to johor on this friday! to celebrate my grandma's bday! wootz..long live the queen..hehe..dad finally said i might go to tarc if i manage to get in..which i think 80% i cud..lol..jia yee..shes dam cute la..dam nice to bully her..muahaha.. im into bullying girls now.. adakah anda dibuli? sila dial 111-222-1111 untuk bantuan berikutnya..hahaha..and there's this hongkie girl..her name is..er..oh crap..i think i forgotten her name..lol..i think is kaye..hehe..shes dam nice..frenly though..and she stays nearby my hse! wootz..hehe..go stalk her..muahahha..yawn..today nothing much to talk about..but mornin sucks cos just when i woke up..dad starts to nag..lol..oh well..parents willl always b parents..hehe..well..more to come..btw..how do i get archieves? hmm.. good luck to yvonne..thx to the ppl who reads my blog..gambateh..support my blog all the way..hehe.. thx thx pplx... yvonne..thx for caring..hehe..wei lynn!! u suppose to belanja me movie..grrr..dam..im bored..!

FUCK IT MAN

this is dam fucked up man..SERIOUSLy dam fucked up..*sori to those out there..im just plain pissed*.. so dam annoyed wif my dad..dam pissed wif him..he thinks im fuckin immature..tat's wat he always say...dammit..im like applying all the collages he asked me to and im doing it..its not like im having so much free time also..somehow everytime i go out also he nags..everything i do also he nags..everything i say he nags..FCUK MAN! ..yea i know..at times i talked i know im kinda rude..but plz understand my situation ..i may seem stupid to u..lazy..but tats my past..i havent even started studying he said i haf no interest to study..i mean like..wtf..how can he simply conclude tat im a good-for-nothing guy? everyone can change..i once said it and im going to say it again..ppl changes..its not like ppl can change overnite..it takes bloody long time..so as i did some application forms online..i accidently applied diploma in technology(quantiti surveying)-campus in penang but i managed to change it to KL campus..but.. he said..he cant afford to send me there..im too immature..my thinking is like a child..so mild..he wudnt wan to spend his money on me.. etc etc..all this bullshits..i cant take it anymore! im ALREADY 18! and he treats me like a fcuking 4 years old boy..i really need him to support me at times like this and this is wat i get...im..im about to reach a dead end road..i dun care man..im going to study at TARC and tats final..im gonna proof to him tat he is totally absolutely wrong about me..tat kelvin he knows is the past..wat he havent discover was the kelvin now..argh..this is super annoying..i mean..the whole course is like max 7k! and he say tat he cant afford to send me..seriously im dam sad now..the only person who i can depend on..besides my mom..turned me down..im..just out of words..THIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR! ..God please help me as it is..life isnt the way things shud b...though i know my spm results totally suck..but i wan to improve and proof to him tat i can actually make him proud..i cant say anymore..im just too upset..my mom isnt saying anything to convince my dad bout it..somehow im like the black sheep of the family..totally left out..i really wan to prove to him tat i can do it and make my family proud..i just ned him to give me 1 more chance..the last chance..give me a chance to show u tat im a grown up..and im not immature..


p.s. sori ppl..for saying all those vulgar words..its just the anger in me.. >.< hope u guys understand..

hahaha

hmm..on popular demands..i was asked to update my blog..muahaha.. LOL..sori too perasan..hehe..today..on the 2april 2006..its a very interesting day..for the past days..ever since the last day i updated..it was also fun..eventhough its tiring..hehe..on the 1st day of april..we had this candy floss given out for free in 1u..so i was working durin tat moment till i saw someone givin out candy floss for free! yummy..its been like..quite long since i last ate one..so i went and get one..somehow..eddie the clown came and pick on me..wif my so called *unique* hair..hahaha..so the clown was "kind" enuff to make me a balloon!..just for my hair..he asked me to wear it around 1u..hahaha..and i did! :P hmm..then my another part timer was there..AJ..he went to GIANT to buy REAL cotton and he replace the candy floss with the REAL cotton! and he went to this shop ELLE to give to one of the girls workin there..hahaha..so funny..but luckily i warned her not to eat if not she might haf choked or something.. :P but its april's fool so i dun think she was mad..ehhe..YVONNNNEEE!!! U FFK ME!! how cud u..i waited for u for so long and yet no sms or call from u! im so so so disappointed wif u..so our match is postpone..hahaha..so now u owe me movie,dinner and a date >: ) and nO BUTS! blekkk..so today..im so dam freaking tired!! there was like so many customers! and i cudnt cope..luckily there's another worker there..too many customers..first time!!so stresss..ken visited me alot of times d..very nice guy who actually teman me the whole day! so me and him..we practice foosball when im having my break and then he hangs out in my shop when im workin..LOL..sound so gayness..but sori..i only like girls plx~..no freakin gays..hahaha..btw me and ken got thrashin in foosball..8-1..hahahahha..serious pro players..haf to train more! but then..no more cash!! pao ee sms me alot today..so wat to do? if she likes me..wat am i going to do? she doesnt even know how to speak simple english! argh..dunno la..im gonna get my pay soon~ yay~ .. so who's gonna teman me watch movie? >: ) hahaha... so so..i met suzanne yesterday..she's very nice gurL! very cute..looks cuddly..haha..sweet looking girl! but too bad she's going to penang to continue her studies..hahaha..this wei lynn..she tried to pull a trick on me..but it din work! so i pull my own "special" trick and i managed to trick her! but imagine wat ive said..its true..wat wud she do and wat wud she think ? total jerk? >.< hahaha.. YVONNE! im still angry wif u.. grrrr.. so remember..u owe me alot..muahahhaa..kidding kidding..im nvr angry at u.. so no worries..hmmm..oh well..ill update my blog soon again..if i haf the time..since im workin..its been very hard for me to blog cos my sis and bro wan to use at the same time so i haf hard time trying to blog.. so ppl..sori ar..plz leave some comments bout my blog..cos im having trouble trying to upgrade my blog.. :P

ah..another boring dAY~! grrr..wan to bite someone..

hmm..today is the 29th march..i din update yesterday if bcos my sis wanted to use for her work..so i had no choice but to give in for my sis.. :P hmm yesterday was kinda dull during work..boss came in and she was like talking so much! lol..50% i duno wat she talking about..or mayb im just so dam blur during tat time..wore some clothes look like those hawaiian pp..but somehow i look kinda attractive though..during break i spent an hour wif chuan mei and jia yee chatting..nothing much..mostly due to personal lifestyle..jia yee straighten her hAIR! omg..y straighten....? curls is always the best..good example here..the one who wrote this blog.. >: ) hehehehehe..shes quite nice girl though..somehow she looks like one of those girls i liked b4 from smk kepong baru..but shes frm smk taman bukit maluri..very frenly though..chuan mei surprised me wid some news i nvr actually heard b4..wow..i must chat wif chuan mei more often..business was seriously dam slow..haih..oh well..today i din do or find anything interesting to do..besides i went to cybercafe just to pass time..meet alot of ppl and enjoyed myself though.. irsyad is a nice guy who always teman me to go cc..hahaha..played very lousy today..lately ive been playing like noob.. >.<>: ) hehehe.. hmm..nothin much to say..more to come tmr! ciaoz ppl.. i miSS yvonNE!

Sweet frenz..no sour ones :P

ah..today..i mean yesterday..27th march 2006..during work i had so so so much fun today! so many frens came and visit me today..im like super happy..cos cheryl GOT me a prezzie!! its SO So SO sO dam sweet of her..and its dam nice plus its dam unique..some crystal rock thingy from poring ranau..super nice..wat's more she surprised me by visiting me today! aww..so nice of her to visit me after work..haha..im like bugging ppl to visit me at work..sound dam childish though but im happy bout it..ehhe..wat's more..someone shouted my name across the whole 1u i was like..woah..siapa tu la..lol..turns out to b WEI LYNN!! haha..xuyen was there too..my hamsap fren also..SZE keat..tat hamsap fella will fall for any chicks he sees..and one more unknown guy..somehow he doesnt seem to b very frenly though.. >.< wei lynn ar..this girl came and visit me..90% of the time looking at hp..must b some hunks she's msging..hehe..sze keat..slumber walk around like he owns the shop..hahaha..funny guy..very nice guy though.. (sori im not gay)..xuyen..bz eating ice cream and wat's more she haf cough!! grrr xuyen plz care for ur health cos ice cream will do u no good.. :P sound like so grumpy old grandpa.. hehe..but..BUT..it shows tat im concern.. hahaha..good fren am i ? hehe..wei lynn was kind enuff to visit me while she came to buy her mom's bday prezzie..lynn saw some nice shows in vincci..but she say she cant buy it cos not on sale..hmm..i wonder which one izit.. im gonna b some handsome prince who will walk up to her..in 1 shoe..hahahaha..*skool shoes plx* :P work today was fun..4 ppl came in..2 men and 2 women..oldies..but they were super frenly..especially the botak one..asked me bout my life etc etc..very understanding man..somehow i feel tat i know him..mayb he's one of those pastors i know in churchs..oh well..they keep praising my AFFRO!! muahahaha..affro hair not bad eh? :] not many chinese got this kind of unique hair..so i counted quite special..hehe..but not special in a retard way la..hehe..yvonne...remember ar..ur bday im gonna wear skirt..its a promise..trouble is i dun haf any so i wear urs la k? hahaha..hmmm..argh gonna b fatty bomb bomb.. ive been eating and eating but no exercising! grr..ned to exercise..more BASKETBALL!! woohoo.. :P more pumpings and weight liftings..cant afford to b sumo.. boing boing..hahaha..lalala..okiedokie ppl..its like 1.24am in da mornin..freaking tired..and i wanna thx those ppl who actually visited me..sori for the trouble..but i seriously appreciated it..honestly..and xu..take care of ur health..sze keat..dun so hamsap plx..yvonne..remind me on the skirts..cheryl..THX SO MUCH! HUGZ~! ..wei LYnnie..OUR yumcHA! hehehe...ciaoz ppl..and nitez..buhbyez..

ah..tiring day..lol!

hmm..today..27th march 2006..yesterday haf some fun workin..it was boon sing's last day at work..argh..gonna miss his lameness alot! >.< hahaha..wei lynn msged me and said she is gonna visit me and i was like..yay..someone comin to visit..then she finally said her mom forced her to go back home..aih sad..it was quite some while since i last met her..i think since CNY..and omg..shes gonna move to tropicana!! aih aih..gonna miss my talkative fren..ehehe..somemore she promised me tat she's gonna yum cha wif me and my gang! yer..until now also havent..cis cis..hehe..so today most prob im gonna work at 2pm till 10 again..cheryl said shes working in KBU today..hope to c her in 1u though..yvonne..nice num! u finally change it to maxis..YES LA!! maxis rox~ digi sucks..no offence but it sucks..though digi is cheaper!! yvonne enjoy life la..dinner had steamboat.. 0.o i also wan..hmm..jordan's chick from Aussie, Audrey is like dam pissed wif him..hahaha..cos jordie deleted all his testi he wrote for her..hahha..sad for audrey! so yesterday nothin much happened..so today..its just like 9.20 in da mornin..duno wats gonna happen today..so ciaoz ppl..gonna update more..

-to yvon only-
ur wif calvin? just being curious >.<

wtf..

hmm..continue on the 25th march 2006..i came back from work..today work was like..dam freaking boring..except yvonne came and visit me!! omg it was like so dam long since i last met and she seriously look so much more prettier d.. haha..no offence bout last time..its a compliment yvon!! if ur readin this..lol..saw zhu hann and his gf on my break..yefen recognise my affro head tats y she was like..calling my name and i cant even hear her..*her voice is like super soft*..and then my budd came calling me..ahhaha..chat alittle..nothing much..cos their on their way back and im like totally blur where im heading to..came back to the shop...msged wae lern and ask him how was him..how is he coping wif all the attention he gets from the girls..and he's like going to make up his mind..i told him not to follow my footsteps as it is i experienced something bad alreadi..dun wan a good fren like him to end up a loser like me..so he haf to make his right choice though..came back home..dam tired..then online now..which is it 11.30+..somehow i argued wif lern..dunno wat's up wif him..as he share his problems bout his frens..i told him i dun mind helping the person who he was saying..she might need all the help she cud get and im just lending a hand to her if she neds it..so i told lern to ask her if its alrite but lern keeps telling me he's bz wif blog blog blog..and i was like..er ok fine then..u go ahead and do wif the blog..its his fren..not mine..cos i dun know her well so i told him to go ahead and do wat he neds to do and he was like : if tats wat u think too bad..i told him tat i din meant to b mean but it was his fren so y shud i intrude his frenship wif her..and he said i sounded so selfish..and said..chi bai..u wanna knoe her u go talk to her la..noob!..im like wtf..its his fren plus i was kinda rude using his name to knoe her so i din wanna intrude into her privacy and i dun wan him to get in trouble..and he say its ALL his fault..everything is all his fault..haih..dunno la..up to him to think..i helped as much as i cud and i advised as much as i cud..tats how far i cud help him..i wish for the best for him and i hope he dun follow my silly footsteps which wud make him regret like i do..lern if ur reading this..plz do consider who will b the one and choose 1 and stick to 1..dun b like me..last time i did that i regretted and changed for the better..lol.. gambateh la lern.. ciao ciao..and yvon im very happy u came to visit me..quite nice of u to do so..hehe..cheryl..did u receive anything from the FireStar? hmm..im still hoping for some reply from them..so..ciao ppl..more updates to come..lalala..

wtf..

hmm..continue on the 25th march 2006..i came back from work..today work was like..dam freaking boring..except yvonne came and visit me!! omg it was like so dam long since i last met and she seriously look so much more prettier d.. haha..no offence bout last time..its a compliment yvon!! if ur readin this..lol..saw zhu hann and his gf on my break..yefen recognise my affro head tats y she was like..calling my name and i cant even hear her..*her voice is like super soft*..and then my budd came calling me..ahhaha..chat alittle..nothing much..cos their on their way back and im like totally blur where im heading to..came back to the shop...msged wae lern and ask him how was him..how is he coping wif all the attention he gets from the girls..and he's like going to make up his mind..i told him not to follow my footsteps as it is i experienced something bad alreadi..dun wan a good fren like him to end up a loser like me..so he haf to make his right choice though..came back home..dam tired..then online now..which is it 11.30+..somehow i argued wif lern..dunno wat's up wif him..as he share his problems bout his frens..i told him i dun mind helping the person who he was saying..she might need all the help she cud get and im just lending a hand to her if she neds it..so i told lern to ask her if its alrite but lern keeps telling me he's bz wif blog blog blog..and i was like..er ok fine then..u go ahead and do wif the blog..its his fren..not mine..cos i dun know her well so i told him to go ahead and do wat he neds to do and he was like : if tats wat u think too bad..i told him tat i din meant to b mean but it was his fren so y shud i intrude his frenship wif her..and he said i sounded so selfish..and said..chi bai..u wanna knoe her u go talk to her la..noob!..im like wtf..its his fren plus i was kinda rude using his name to knoe her so i din wanna intrude into her privacy and i dun wan him to get in trouble..and he say its ALL his fault..everything is all his fault..haih..dunno la..up to him to think..i helped as much as i cud and i advised as much as i cud..tats how far i cud help him..i wish for the best for him and i hope he dun follow my silly footsteps which wud make him regret like i do..lern if ur reading this..plz do consider who will b the one and choose 1 and stick to 1..dun b like me..last time i did that i regretted and changed for the better..lol.. gambateh la lern.. ciao ciao..and yvon im very happy u came to visit me..quite nice of u to do so..hehe..cheryl..did u receive anything from the FireStar? hmm..im still hoping for some reply from them..so..ciao ppl..more updates to come..lalala..

hahaha! ?

today..25th march 2006..yesterday..i went to cc..played some lan games b4 i wen to work..din really manage to win all but still had fun.. XD work yesterday was like..so boring..though there was alot of ppl there..fridays..aih aih..hmmm..wei hehn and andrew came and visit me..quite nice of andrew though..its been quite some while since i last met him..hes still tall..hahaha..or its just me who is short..lol..haih..i wan to study at coll!! even jim manage to go to coll..argh..im going back to the stupid skool wearin the stupid uniform!! grrr..nvm nvm..i hope form 6 this year is gonna b fun like wat my sis said..though its gonna b very though for stpm..yesterday was jolynn's bday!! happy bdya jolynn!! (if i spell her name correctly.. :P ) besides i dun think she wud b reading this cos she doesnt even goes online! haha..lol..chee seng asked me to go wif him to her party but i dun think it wud b nice cos..she din actually invite me..plus im not tat close to her either..so..abit embarrassing..though i did chip in another extra rm10 for her bday present..eheh..besides shes so dam rich..she had almost everything she wants..wat more does she needs? lol...and wat more is her party is at damansara perdana..argh..haha..i wish i cud go but i haf to work..my break's like 1 hour only and by the time i reach her place im quite sure i haf to go back..lol..its like.. HI happy bday!! er..sori i gtg cos i got work..HAHAH..tats super rude.. :P hmm..yesterday is like so boring..i wanna watch movie!! argh argh..who wanna watch movie!~!~!~!~! sori bout the ONE PIece anime..im totally into this guy..hahaha..

days after tmr..

hmm...today..24th march 2006..another day which i can conclude..anotheer boring day..lol..last nite..came back tired from work..online..chat..for bout 10 mins then i gtg d..hahaha..sister wan use..sobs..tats y i cant update my blog!! aiyo..so wat happen yesterday was during my work..some weird lady came in my shop..this lady is like..50-60+ years old..wearing a super big size glasses..like those kind of magnifying glass..extremely big when u look at her eyes..and i thought she wanted to buy something or ask us something..instead..she asked us to donate for some worthy cause..hahaha..so funny..but..its from someone who haf some eye problem..ned the laser treatment and even after the laser treatment tat person still needs more medication for his health...sad huh..somehow i dun wanna think of her as a fraud..but i think its still best for me to donate if not..she might think * this young ppl nowadays ar..dam selfish..* lol..but then.. rm5 FOR A BOOK MARK!!?@#$% ..tats dam bloody expansive..plus its just any ordinary bookmark where u can find a 5 year old boy who can actually make it even better..rm5 !!! even my fren who was besides me said tis just for worthy cause..haih..come to think of it..we donate bcos God given us a body which alot of ppl wud envy..so we shud appreciate it and also..help others who r not so lucky like us..its always nice to help others but somehow some frauds like those indian guys who always comes to 1u and ask for donation..it seems like he really cheats ppl's money..there was one day i saw him..holdin a hp..model wud b 2100..tats alrite..then next day.. W800i.. i WAs like WOah..totall fraud..lol..cheryl worked yesterday!! she said her work was fun..yer..jealous.. >.< mine is like so dull..rich ppl only comes in..and they r like super choosy..lol..high class ppl..hehe..oh well..today im gonna work again..lets c wat happen today..i wonder how much is the latest model for sony ericsson..the W810i ROX to dA max!! woooootz.. hmmm..single live is fun..but somehow u always envy those who r so loooving and so everlasting..hahaha..dunno wat crap am i talking about.. woot woot.. yvon!! good luck for ur exams..study hard.. and i still owe u dinner..sobs..or izit lunch? :P

life isnt tat simple to live in..

aloha ppl..today..its the 23th march..another boring day..going to work at 4pm..hmm..yesterday spend the whole day playin dota..argh..nothing to do..nobody go go out wif and watch movie..i wanna watch movie!! who wans to b kind enuff to b my partner to go and watch some nice movies..no horror plx..hm..din haf anything for breakfast..argh..hungry hungry..last nite..stupid sister ignite my fathers anger towards me..started yelling at me and whackin me..dam pissed last nite..and..worst still..some ppl said..a player is always a player..*player=something like playboy*..i mean..yea i haf to admit i used to b one..but somehow ppl do change after they learned their lessons...as for me i know tat i haf changed and i wud like to haf another chance..but..the phrase a player is always a player..tat phrase i totally disagree wif it..cos ppl do change..change for the better..nobody's perfect..tell me one person who is perfect and i wud kiss his or her feet..honestly speaking..it isnt fair for those who haf done something wrong towards u and u just wont forgive him/her..everyone deserves a 2nd chance..plus if u wanna change..its hard and tough..u cant change overnite..even God gives ppl 2nd chance to prove themselves to God..so wud u give me a 2nd chance to prove myself? YVON..u ar..so jakun pegi japanese restaurant..lol...oh well..normal for yvon..wae lern ar..haih..tat guy foreva stressing out..how to kao this gurL! omg.i scare la..lol..these r wat he always say..ehhe..good luck bro..i bet the girl out there is the one for u..gambateh!! sai mengg's hair very unique..hahaha..i guess ill write more in da nite today..c how things go for me later..ciaoz ppl.. read my blog more often as it is..very exciting stories..haha..

life sucks everyday!

this sucks..seriously sucks..somehow the girl who i used to like alot totally ignore me..TOTALLY..feel so dam depress..duno somehow i just cant forget HER! its hard..somemore she doesnt even ask me how am i feeling or etc etc..?all she ask was tat stupid pic..eh tat pic when was it taken?lol gtg d..got assignment to do..all bullshit crap..she wasnt like this..dunno la..trying to forget it..now its time to move on..so hard but yet im trying..heart aches everytime i see all those cute couples walk passby my shop..i envy these kind of ppl!!..seems like all the pretty gurls r like taken..the kind hearted ones..disappear..ARGh..plus workin was like dam tiring..but i dun mind though..lol..today went to cc to look for players..aih..sadly only saw WOW players..im freaking desperate for dota teammates! all my other frens r like..either too lazy to join or they're going outstation!! argh..who wan b my teammates!? hmm..today..work is kinda dull..not much customers..last sunday!!! got chun chick!! but her dad was like..grrr..hahaa..abit ganas..but the dad bought the shirt i recommended to hiM!! not bad eh? the girl looked so familiar..like i saw her from somewhere..oh well..this world is alreadi full wif leng luiz..the most beautiful one.. is my MOTHER!! hahaha..i blif there will b a girl somewhere..some place..waiting for me..or comin to me..God knows who...hmm..actually got lots more to say but so little time for me to write..sis la..wanna use..LOL~ okie ppl..take carez..ill update more soon..

OLDEN PIC!

this pic!! jim, Jian lun and me.. its when we were in genting 3 years ago!!

life haf its ups and downs..it all depends on wat u do..

today..woked up early in da mornin..bout 7.30am..my funny alarm rang and woke the whole house up..lol..bath..washed up..and straight down to the basketball court..hmm..today..i watched my skool team played against DU skool..totally lost to them..DU beat them flat..our current skool team totally embaressed us..oh well..cudnt blame them..they're like not serious in this..so wat do we care ritE? besides..they also look down on us..they(the current bu skool team)..tats wat i heard from shiau..somehow some jackass insulted us..imagine us playing against our current skool team..we'll thrash them hard..like how we did to DU skool last year..imagine them losing to DU skool 68-22..omg..totally..omg..disappointed..more so my captain was like pissed wif them..my captain(wei hehn) was like so dedicated to teach..wait coach them..and they dun even appreciate wat he's doing for them..studying in collage is alreadi so tough for hehn..including more stress to handle the skool team now..makes it worst..lol..oh well..hehn can cope wif it though..smart ass..dam..i wan to b smart too..lol..and damm..im still sick..dam wif the cough and dam wif the flu..after the embaressing match..me and my buds played 4on4..omg..i cough so dam badly..i cudnt actually breath properly..omg..so hard to play basketball..though i missed it badly..went back early..haf to c the doctor..but came back home..both parents not in..they left me behind!! sobs..ahha..mom came back wif some medicine..took some..felt so much more better.. then..first day to work! haha..the worker there was super frenly..i got used to tat place immediately...lol..then my classmate boon sing was also there..hahha..ppl who wans to find me..im working at ashworth..new wing..the place below calvin klein's shop..hehe..cannot find..call me.. >: ) the boss is also quite frenly i think..but somehow working there alone..dun think it cud b fun..hehe..ned someone to teman.. XD oh well..had weird dreams..keep on dreamin bout xu? swt..tats odd.. >.<>: - ) somehow today as i work..i notice every single couple past my shop..its like heaven seeing them holding hands..walking..so loving..i envied them..as it is..throughout my whole relationships..it sucks..so far..i nvr actually hold a girls hand for bout 10 mins!..so can say im..new in this..or mayb not..i duno..lol..somehow i hope to find the very rite one for me..as it is im in need of love.. and seeking for attention.. :P life isnt like a bed of roses..beneath it..there's still thorns tat pricks u..quite painful u know..lol..i wonder how did sai meng managed to maintain his relationship for so so so so so so so bloody long..more bout 3years d..tat is one guy who i admire..SAYA SANJUNGI!! ehhe..hormat hormat.. haih..the world this day..

life actually sucks..

my life actually suck like mad..results sucks..parents makin a big fuss out of it..everything i do haf to somehow link to my results..yes im not smart..so wat? i just wan a simple life where i dun really haf to care wat's going on wif this stupid world..parents keep on hitting on the same subject..which is my stupidity, immature, and lazy..among the whole family..within my bro and sis..i do the most housework..clean this clean tat..etc etc..and i dun get any appreciation from it..for wat happen in my past i alreadi know my mistake..trying to change doesnt mean i j ust change without 24hours..this sucks man..somehow i think im just like the black sheep of the family..wateva i do..wateva i say.. parents conclude it wif immature,lazy and stupid..even now my grandparents r like..dun follow ur elder bro's attitude..omg..am i like tat stupid? mayb i am..mayb i am..mayb im slow..retarded..cant think straight..isnt tat wat he said? tat sucks man..seriously sucks..mom always say i always get sick..one after the other..LIKE I WANNA GET SICK!?!@$% ..who wans to b sick..dammit man..i feel so disappointed when i dun haf any family member who actually stood up and support me..honestly i feel so lonely..when it comes to family reunion..cousins come over..uncles n aunts..but somehow i just dun feel..happy..im like fading away..drifting away from this family of mine...i feel totally disappointed wif myself..im in need of love and im totally seeking for attention..cos i ned them..i sound like some kind of desperado..but im in need of it..so..today..mornin totally suck..had an eggtart for breakfast..lunch..ate some fried rice..dinner..ate rice again..oh ya..went dota..not bad..5on5 game..2 rounds..both rounds win again! not bad not bad..winning streak still continues..first match..played techie in battle style..second round..AXE..my fav hero..totally on killing spree..though i kena gb for a few times..still..late game i own like hell! but still i think i wud lose to enigma on 1on1..his stun..totally annoying!! plus his ulti..grrr..2aegis of immortal..LOL..one sange and yasha..one threads..one monkey king bar..wahsai..dam nice..almost wanted to buy heart but not enuff cash..cos i always save cash to buy back..i wasted my first 3 aegis like a noob..total idiot..5 heros i just manage to kill 2 but..totally noob i am..shudnt b too greedy..hehe..i wished my gang was there..irsyad..izat..yi ming..ron..edward..G.. lol..wif them i feel dam comfortable playing dota..hehe..cos its not the matter of winnin or losing..its the fun we share.. ehhe...irsyad and i..our teamwork is like dam nice..though we haf our own way of playing..hehe..oh well..today..is just like any other days..boring..lol..im looking forward for Form 6..im going to prove to my parents tat its not my sister or my bro who can make my family proud..but i am also..mayb not in studies..hehe.. mayb in some other way...somehow..one day..i pray..tat God will bless me and my family..grrr..im so bored now..im gonna bite someone now..mwahaha.. >: )

another sick day..

haih..im still sick..still coughin..still having flu..this sucks man..hate being sick..haih..plus another boring day..cant do much..cant play much..haha..whole body sore..omg..im like a whiner.. >.< im going to sleep..haih haih.. i wan sleeep! so sick..so tired..aih aih..

another sick day..

haih..im still sick..still coughin..still having flu..this sucks man..hate being sick..haih..plus another boring day..cant do much..cant play much..haha..whole body sore..omg..im like a whiner.. >.< im going to sleep..haih haih.. i wan sleeep! so sick..so tired..aih aih..

pics pics!

pic taken in our hotel room..hapi birfDei!
group PIcZ!!
weird pic weird pic!
mua and jordie porgie
beware! gayness gay

my old days.. XD

im gonna like put all my past pics inside..cos seriously i haf nothing else better to do! wahaha... XD enjoy !

First blog finally done! complete!!

a pic taken after receiving our results..from left: sai meng(white shirt),shiau(red),ken(collar shirt), wei hehn(baby blue shirt), ying choy(white), me(black), wae lern(white) and yi ming (cap)








finally.. i completed my blog..i thought it was kinda tough so i was lazy to make one..seeing other ppl's blog makes me wanna make one..and i finally got one! thx to wae lern who came over to my hse and taught me how to create a blog..man..im like living in the ICe Age..totally dam slow when it comes to latest fad etc etc..haih..days past as though it nvr happened..weird thing is..results r out and..dun ask me wat i got cos it sucked like mad..i think there's a few who knows but im still not telling..no matter wat..totall embarrassment..ok..no more talking bout the results..im still sick..dammit..cough plus flu..tat suck man..and i finally played basketball!! omg..it feels so good after like not playing for bout 3 months..sobs..fat d fat d..argh...boing boing..hehe..jit chan is still dam good..bloody sharp shooter..jim..the massive tank tat always get to score..wee pin..still good..much more better than me..lol..obvious..shiau...another ass..shooting like..NBa pro~..haih..everyone's now on diff paths..so sad..im gonna write everything down here for the past 18 years of my life..wahaha..

Actually...quite lazy la..alot to say..oh well..time to move on in life..start a new life..new skooling life..new chicks! hhaha..haih haih..ppl!! help me out wif my blog..im still..NOOB..wahaha... ;) ..so far..tats half my day gone..mom's pretty cranky..duno wat's up wif her.. >.<

so ppl..plz tag me..or wateva it is..ADD ME!! mwahaha..